Mommy did better last night

Last night was the first night for Stryker to sleep in his own crib...well, until his first feeding. I'm trying to wean myself from him sleeping in our bed. We let him sleep in his crib until 1am when I put him in our bed after feeding him. I guess that will be the plan for the next few nights until I feel comfortable letting him sleep the whole night in his crib. Never thought it would be this hard to allow our child to be away from me. I'm definitely eating my words that I spoke before getting pregnancy! Children seem to change you so much. All priorities change.